Flawlessly Imperfect

SMTown Paris. ;;

I'm not going to bother here with the setlist, or chronological order, or anything like that. Instead this will be full of my impressions, special moments I managed to see, my feelings, opinions (that may or may not offend you) and such. And spazzing, lots of it.

I'd like to say - let's start by saying that this was possibly the greatest day of my live (and not kidding), but I'll start from the beginning~

( Replay replay replay~ )


We stood in the crowd for around an hour and then the concert finally began! It kicked off with f(x) and La Chata. ( Brand new love f(x) )

After Jung Sisters we got Shinee! ( Her whisper is the ring ding dong )

I don't remember who performed after Shinee, so I'll talk about Soshi~ ( Gee gee gee gee baby baby~ )


Suju! ( A girl in love )


So, now finally for DBSK, I guess?
( The way u are (I got you under my skin) )

And now for other stuff in general.

So first, the sound system. IT SUCKED. MAJORLY. It was fine at the beginning, starting acting up during SJ KRY's Sorry Sorry Answer (<3) and when Homin finally appeared it was already a disaster. From what I've heard on fancams, it didn't sound too bad but believe me, it was awful.
HOMIN SOUNDED LIKE CHIPMUNKS ;; Granted, I'd adore chipmunks to death if they only were more liked that and I'd really like to keep those particular chipmunks to myself (and they might just be my favourite kind, too) but still - chipmunks. It was bad when they sang but it was straight horrible during the talk. They didn't sound like themselves. Damn, I go to Paris for Homin and then I don't even get to hear their voices.

At least, the view was great (as I already mentioned before). I didn't even have to look at the screens, even when they were at the main stage, it wasn't necessary because I still saw them well. I caught myself looking at them a few times but as a whole - there really was no need. Especially when you had the real deal right in front of you. (Or not so right in front of you but still close and clear enough.)
So, even though I didn't look at them much, I did from time to time and when Yunho finally came out, they showed him very often. Clear bias, what can I say. (But I didn't mind it too much. Though I probably would if I weren't a fan and I was seated high and far from the stage or something.) And that's the thing I don't quite get - because really, the standing places were honestly the best. You were close, you had an amazinb view at the artists and a chance to interact with them directly. If I had a seat so high, I would just go down - there was more than enough place. (But then it would be unbearable for all, I guess.)

The atmosphere was good too. There were some fans that didn't seem too enthusiastic (like those girls that told us even before the beginning that excuse us, they need to breath, when we weren't even standing that close. So, excuse me, but there were lots of free space in the back - don't like crowds? Please, proceed that way.)
There were fanboys too~! :) I had some right next to me for some time (but I moved a bit.) One of them knew all the lyrics to one of f(x)'s songs and when Shinee was close he yelled 'TAEEEEEEEEEEEEEMIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIN' real loud. XD
There was also that girl that had a plushie with a letter attached and she wanted to give it to either Siwon or Donghae. She wanted Wookie to pass it but he moved his head as if to say that they can't take anything. (And they probably did which's ridiculous considering what happens during their Asian concerts. :/)

One of the sad things was how dark the audience was. There were really few people with penlights. (And no wonder if most of the people heard that they're not allowed :/) I really hope on the second day it was more colourful because people already knew the regulations are a lie.


Anyway, this might just have been the most amazing experience of my life. I'm not even kidding and I'm not sure if I care about the fact that it is a bit sad. ;)

Me and the girls were so mad, disappointed and sad when we couldn't stay for the 2nd day. They were selling tickets for only 40 euro! ;; Damn, if not for our flight and lack of money to re-book it, we would just go for it, damn the consequences.

So, I can only hope that we can really expect SMTown in German or UK. Hopefully this year and if not, then the next. And then, even if they announce only one date at first, we'll prepare for a longer stay. We'll take money so it'll be enough for another dates. We'll be ready. ;)


...I can't believe I really saw 83 line (and their sexy Bonamana moment) before they went to the military. It was one of my dreams when I stanned SJ harder but I dismissed it as impossible. And it actually came true. Omg.


I also guess that this night made me discover a few things about myself. (That yes, I am, indeed, a screaming, jumping and spazzing kind of fan, after all, being the main one, I guess. ;) If you know me, you probably find me a bit of a reserved person (or am I wrong?) but on that night I really lost some of my inhibitions.
(And positively surprised and shocked Yurete and Agata, it seems ;) After a concert they said that they had been worried that I wouldn't catch a thrown towel even if it smacked me in the face but I proved them wrong. Not with the towel scenerio, though, because, as I said, Sungmin has no sense of aim.
Well, I proved myself wrong. I didn't think I had that in myself ^^)

And SMTown might have just made me a stan of all present groups, too. (Or at least, I'm sure I'll pay more attention to them since now~)


And this is finally the end, I guess. (5,5k, lol) This took me so. damn. long.

I'll add something if I recall anything important/worthwile.

(And I'm going to write a second entry about Paris itself. But much, much later, lol. XD)

If anyone read through it - my congratulations. XD

Eh, I wanted to write an entry but now I don't know what to start with. XD

> Last monday there was a performance of a Japanese female choir in philharmonic. They sang so beautifully &hearts And they sang and danced in pink tracksuits at the end. XD When we were on our way home with Szczupak, Tać and Emilka, we came to conclusion that it's such an Asian thing - if the Polish choir (that performed too) came out in such outfits, we'd be like 'omg, so lame' but on them it seemed so cute and *_* Straaaange.

( Life )


Okay, fandom stuff.

I started getting to know Beast. I still have seen only several episodes of Beast Almighty but I rather like the boys. I still insist that they're a bit mentally handicapped but they seem so likable and cute. I forced mom to watch them with me (she protested a lot, because no, she doesn't want an another boysband, no thank you). She claims that Hyunseung is ugly but she called Yoseob quite pretty. Mom, where are your eyes? XD I love Yoseob (he may be my tentative favourite right now cause he's so adorable and seems awesome in all the gifs I've seen of him) but I wouldn't call him pretty. XD Anyway, she liked them, I guess. I'm interested in them too but it doesn't look like I'm going to become a big stan anytime soon. (Considering how slowly my watching them is going. XD) But I sort of like them, it's a start, right? XD

What else... Stanning Yunho harder and harder? XD That's me.
Evidence materials (once again - for my own reference, mainly):
> Musings tag on tumblr + skating!Yunho
> Thoughts on Before U Go performance from the 25th

What else... I really don't know.

Oh, I told tsunami_pl that I'll try making a list of Korean men that I'd maybe be able to call oppa and not gag doing this.
So.
1. Yunho. Kind of a given, I think?
2. Inati. But he was the first that I thought about. Idk, Inati's a bit different. I respect him in a different way than other k-popers.
3. David (Day Day). Because he's awesome.
4. Changmin. Only if I worked in SMEnt or something, though. XD

But 'oppa' is still a big no. I'm just not comfortable with connotations that this term has attached to it.

Anyway, I was wondering. Some people fantasize about being with their biases and what not and I like to think sometimes how it'd be to be able to go to a fansign event someday. Given that I'm studying Japanese right now, I think it's safe to assume that in a few years span I'll be able to use it quite comfortably. So let's say that theoritically I could say something to either Yunho or Changmin and be understood. But here is the thing - how do Japanese fans call them? (Call the members of DBSK, in general.) -kun? -san? Rather not 'oppa', do they? I'd be strange to call Yunho "kun" but "san" would be equally weird. Do they use just their names? But that would defy Japanese worldview. XD Hm, hm.


Okay, brain still refusing to cooperate. See you later. &hearts

Oh, and I started buying the Polish edition of One Piece! I love this title to pieces, it's good to be reminded of that.

Wczoraj wróciłam ze Szczecina, gdzie spędziłam naprawdę przecudowne kilka dni w towarzystwie yurete i Agaty~ <3
Można powiedzieć, że tematem przewodnim tego mini zlotu było DBSK. XDD Straumiłam nimi dziewczyny bardzo porządnie~ XD Sama za to nauczyłam się wszystkich Bistów, choć nie ręczę, że potrafiłabym rozpoznać i rozróżnić wszystkich w innych wizerunkach, a ich mają zapewne od cholery i będą mieli jeszcze więcej. XDD

( Chaos )

W każdym razie miniony tydzień był ABSOLUTNIE GENIALNY, ZAJEBISTY, CUDOWNY i co tam jeszcze chcecie i naprawdę żałuję, że moja przerwa posesyjna musi być taka krótka. I już chcę się z Wami znowu zobaczyć. ;;
I teraz czekam na sprawozdanie ze strony Yurete. <3 (Nie musi to być taki kolos jak mój, ale jak nic nie napiszesz, to się obrażę pokażę Ci, jak bardzo mi na Tobie zależy, jak się zobaczymy następnym razem. XD)

Na górze róże, na dole Szynki, a my się kochajmy, jak dwa Changminki - tyle Wam powiem na koniec, o. XD

Mimo że to była ciężka decyzja i strasznie szkoda mi Krakowa (bo Kraków to piękne miasto i myślę, że mieszkanie tam byłoby przyjemne, a mieszkanie z Tsu to już w ogóle byłoby jak spełnienie marzeń), we wtorek rano (czyli koło 12-stej) wysłałam kurierem dokumenty do Poznania. ( Pomieszanie z poplątaniem )

To tyle było nudzenia, a teraz o czymś ciekawszym, a przynajmniej weselszym.

Otóż, niedawno (czyli kilka dni temu/wczoraj XD) moje zainteresowanie Super Junior odrobinę się wzmogło i wzniosło się na etap ostrożnego samodzielnego oglądania filmików i ściągania programów. Na razie widziałam całe gie (kilka występów, making Marry U, 3-ci epek Exploration of Human Body), ale już ich jako tako wszystkich rozróżniam. No i przeczytałam strony w angielskiej wiki wszystkich członków, co by mieć jakieś podstawowe informacje.
Postęp od tego podziału sprzed miesiąca. :D

W każdym razie wciąż jestem kompletnym laikiem i amatorem, ale i tak zapiszę sobie co nieco i - miejmy nadzieję - dostarczę przyszłej mnie trochę materiału do pośmiania się.


Krótkie, luźne skojarzenia na temat każdego członka.
(Zastrzegam, że to są głównie tylko moje wyobrażenia, potem mogą zostać zweryfikowane~)

( A tak w ogóle to muszę przyzwyczaić się do dźwięku koreańskiego języka )

Nom. I tak się to przedstawia na dzień dzisiejszy. XD


A poza tym kilka anegdotek domowych. :D

> Wczoraj mama, gdy Ryeowook pojawił się w występie Sorry Sorry z podziałem na czerń i biel: "Ale ci Koreańczycy są ładni!".
Wczoraj siostra, gdy Ryeowook pojawił się w trzecim epie Exploration: "Ale ci Koreańczycy są brzydcy!".
XD Dobra, fryzura Rye nie była zbyt twarzowa, ale bez przesady~!

> Mama wczoraj po kilku minutach programu SuJu: "Oni są tak samo głupi jak Arashi. XD"
Ja: "O to właśnie chodzi :D"

> Siostra uważa, że Nino jest najładniejszy z Arashi i nazywa go słodziakiem. Junowi dostała się ksywka Szczurek, Szczur i siostra nie wie, jak on może się nam w ogóle podobać. XD


O, i widzę, że LJ zmienił sposób tagowania na wygodniejszy. ^^